As it turns out, I quite like people after all.

I love all the articles circulating recently about understanding introverts. They help me understand and relax into quirks about myself that I used to fight.  I have always loved spending time in my own company, if I go too long without 'Lucy time' I become quiet and unable to interact with those around me.  I'm no longer myself because I haven't been able to recharge.

But in the past while, the way I view people has changed. My heart has been softened and opened by a delight in those the Lord has placed around me. It has been a blurred cycle of lovable personalities and a change in my attitude.  Beauty in people has altered my attitude and an altered attitude has allowed me to better see this beauty.

Returning to Texas was a surprising joy; I had anguished over whether it would still feel like home, yet so quickly the hospitality there overwhelmed me once again and I became firm in the knowledge that wherever my life journeys, I will always have family in Ft Worth and a bed to sleep in.

Then back home to N.Ireland, where I have independence and routine. I never have plans here yet delight in the almost constant company of others. I find security in the community of my college and my church but even more so through the investment of great friends; friends that are opening my thinking and growing my confidence.  Never have I more desired the will of God in my life, or spent more time contemplating that plan.  Perhaps I allow Him more trust as I get to live out the good plans He has directed me in so far.

Thirdly, being away from home.  The friendship I have found in my parents and sister.  My greatest supporters live on the outskirts of my life, yet a phone call home brings the laughter and council to mend any situation.  I am thankful for this distance that has made the heart grow fonder, but I am bursting with childish excitement to fly home on Friday.  Returning to Whitley Bay doesn't just bring family, but also the group of friends who know me best.  More than ever, since Summer, we have kept in touch, pounding each other with prayer requests and speaking support into each other's lives and decisions.

So, I ask myself if life has ever been so sweet? And I thank those who make it so easy to enjoy.

Soli Deo Gloria.