I've been dropping things lately, like sand falling through my fingers. I have peace about each decision, but all of a sudden I realise there is nothing left in my hands.
I have stopped working with Teen Challenge, though have not quit on this ministry to which the Lord has called me.
I have left the Church I was at, though look for a new body to challenge and enthuse me
I have no savings, yet a job application form sits in my recycling bin.
In fact, apart from my studies I am holding on to very little right now. And from the outside I'm sure it looks rather unrighteous and illogical. Its certainly unsettling.
So with nothing to bring to the table, I ask the Lord to fill my hands once more. And meanwhile I must be content to trust in the mystery of his ways.
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