Sweet, sweet peace.

Today I had a chill day, I did literally nothing but sleep and lay in the sun and lay on the sofa...and well just a lot of lying.  But I also did a lot of thinking, about my life and where it is going and where I am.  Its not long before I go through a lot of change, in people and places and routine and culture.  And I've cried about it and worried about it, got excited about it (i've even had days of getting rid of things ready to pack away my things) and i've dreaded it.  My heart is divided between two places, two homes.  But for the first time today I feel at peace. I'm in love, with a boy but also in love with love that lasts, and I'm in love with a maker who has seen me like no other and has put together a plan, a beautiful story that i'm learning to trust.  Catching up with Naomi was a reminder to me today that my heart is full, and I love life.