Saturday, April 26, 2014

As life's riches increase...

Life has been so colourful lately, overflowing with beautiful places and people.  Mum came to visit which was lovely to show her round my life and my home here.  We had a glorious day at the North Coast then lots of time to natter about the happenings of life.
 
The North Coast
Then Easter crept up and four of us packed up the tents and road tripped down the West Coast of Ireland, staying in Donegal the first night, then working our way down the Wild Atlantic Way; stopping off at beaches and cities until we reached the Cliffs of Moher in Co. Clare.  There was an N.Irish, an English, a Pakistani and an American; lots of excitement about sheep, my first swim in the Atlantic ocean, sunshine and pouring rain, a leaking tent, stargazing by the sea, ukulele playing in the car and armfuls of friendship.  

The beautiful Wild Atlantic Way

Where I swam in the freezing sea

Morning walk along the beach

The stunning Cliffs of Moher
Wednesday we arrived home tired but filled with awe at the workmanship of our creator.  Then straight into setting up for Team 10's, fundraiser formal.  Team 10; the group of young people I am co-leading with David through Exodus.  This involves weekly discipleship leading up to a mission trip to Romania in July. It was a great evening; David and my first formal together and we were responsible for and catering for 90 young people, but God was faithful in meeting us at the task and all went smoothly.  We are greatly blessed with this opportunity to do ministry together and excited about this group of young people we seek to invest in.

Carryduff Baptist Church transformed

The Catering Team
Life is certainly rich at the moment and it seems to be only getting richer, so God's word tugged at my heart when I read this challenge to not look to these blessings but to Him; to not fill my heart with the created before the creator;
"If riches increase, set not your heart on them." Psalm 62:10

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Busy building empires of rubble.

This afternoon I had to crawl into bed drained to listen to worship music and simply think about the name Jesus. There is power and refuge and perspective in that name, power to break every chain.

And He showed me that I am drained because I've been busy building an empire.  I've been building my efforts into a small empire to surround me as a place of security and splendour in times of success and smooth-sailing.

But when the ground shakes so is my empire shaken and I fall into uncertainty and failure: a bad grade can shake me if I built my empire on good grades. When people don't give me the feedback I want I am shaken if my empire is built on the comfort and affirmation of others.

Instead I am to take my energy and affections and build those bricks into the Kingdom of Jesus.  A Kingdom of firm foundations that will not be shaken. In doing so when I fall down I will be held up because my hope and my heart are built into something far bigger than my own efforts; something sustained by the power of Jesus and the community of believers.

How easily good things can become my downfall if I build them up around myself to prove myself safe and validated.  It is only in the shaking of the ground that my empire is revealed to be a mere pile of rubble and I can again refocus my eyes on to the unshakable and worthwhile Kingdom.